One Winged Angel

Friday, May 01, 2009

[` Lincoln]
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Perceptions forms "me" "you" "that"
Words
Labels
That inevitably draws lines
When thoughts arises
Perception arises
When perception arises
Division arises
We must understand
There is no "self"
As "self" is just what everyone and everything forms you to be
In that case
Who are you? (:

[` Lincoln]

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heyyyyy everyone. damn long never come and blog. i know i know. but ns is really sucking up a lot of my time la. really have not much time to blog. and everytime wanna blog, a series of shit happens in a single shot. so i get lazy to blog about so many things all over again. :D vicious cycle, but breaking it today~ :P

well, i'm actually on my presumably, last week of my bmt recourse! AHAHAH. fast right. pes A/B recourse only lasts 6 weeks. but a bit sad la, i seriously hope it goes on longer. maybe for a week or two more? make it 8 weeks la. im getting so used to the life in bmt. yea, need to wake up early, kena knock it down. but life is so much simpler. and a lot of admin time. :D!! seriously damn relaxed. it's like i can bathe around 6 to 7 times a day now. wth right? (:

well highlights in bmt, as predicted, so much fitter and stronger, feels like i can take ippt without any kick anymore. LOL. well took a diagnostic ippt, which i jus screw up my 2.4 for a lower cat status. :D!!! comparatively fitter la. situps- 41, pull ups- 9 (cause 3sg james was being a dick and didnt wanna count my 13:D), shuttle run- 9.3s, sbj - 230 (oni station i louya-er), 2.4km, HAHAHAHAHA. 13.49, leisure jog.

oh yes, i would like to mention, i have the best section thus far. in bmt. ahahaha. even better than the previous one back in Jaguar. I guess cause everyone is in recourse, they know everything, what to expect, how to play wid the rules, know when to wayang and when to just chill, know how to fight for our rights. so yup, expertly we tread on(:. ahahaha. platoon 4 to platoon 2 section 4!!! onward we goo!!

had many enjoyable days in bmt la. seriously love it. field camp la, soc, ippt, agr, 5bx, swimming sessions, btp, imt, hand grenade. wah seriously, did i miss out so much in my previous bmt. i felt i didnt even do a single shit. i have a new wife, A078, SAR21. ahahaha. sorry to LTC19:(. i got posted out. so new wife. :D. field camp is like the ultimate highlight of bmt pls. reported sick twice. HAHAHAHAHA. cause my skin on my back started to turn v scaly and peel off and flake off.

but i believe i have done all i could and put in a lot of effort in this bmt la. best recruit luh! HAHAHA. marksman summore. aiseh rite? :P. route march was damn xiong la. knn. how ppl do 72km route march? my frens all almost died on the 8km one to my field camp site. wtf rite. :D. there is like mr hyperventilation who hyperventilates every single strenuous exercise. seriously give him a fucking down pes. :D and mr huang br, pls.

i donno if we 7 life times b4 is husband n wife or wad. HAHAHAHAHA. but dont play me out leh. kanineh. 1.30am, i slping so soundly, like a baby in my bashar on the second night. *lincoln slps well ^^*, suddenly sumone starts to have v rapid breathing. *lincoln awakes and feels for huang br, NO ONE*, startled, removed my rifle from my belt and got up immediately. figure on my bashar opening. i tot sumone jus collapsed. KNN. friggging hyperventilating. i quickly shouted, "SOLDIER, BREATHE. LISTEN TO ME, CONTROL YOUR BREATHING. SLOW BREATHE SLOW BREATH!!!!" figure does not comply with instructions, breathing got faster. =.=

in the end, it was huang br, cause he got so agitated he cannot slp. he was going into a fit. WTF LA. AHAHAHA. FREN SO LONG BUT DONT SABO LEH. got turn out that day pls. 4am. SIGH. broke our bashar. den went to new campsite. Go dig frigging shell scrape LA. na beh. i got chronic back pain. so u telling me to dig. sigh. i dug it anyway. after reporting sick:P. completed it. but didnt slp inside it. took turns wid nakamura and lai heng. to 1/3 alert.

the oil palm plantation is frigging haunted. we all saw a lot of shit inside. will explain further if asked:P. not wanting to post it here. :D trying to limit it. a lot of fire movement training. urban ops. den our tests. den covered our shellscrape. den go for BIC. BIC is damn ultra fun pls. and b4 i entered the BIC grounds, 3sg pang gave me the best news in my life. "Lim jian rong. who is lim jian rong!"

"me ar sg, wads up?" "oh, u got interview on monday" "huh really, wad subj?" "i help u check, wad are ur choices?" "med, dentistry and pharmacy", "i tink it's med, i help u check". IT WAS MY MEDICINE INTERVIEW. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. ((:!!!!!! yay!!! long awaited piece of shit. :D i got it. den it was the best topping for the last day of my field camp. (:

an essay, a psychometric test and 2 interviews determined if i were to pursue the career of my passion or not. damn exciting. lost a lot of weight from field camp. so fit v smartly in all my formal wear. bought a white formal shirt wid a grey tie and a pierre cardin belt. ((:!! nicenice. anyway i think i did fine for my interviews la, just depends if they all wan to accept me or not. sighs. :D. hoping for the best though.

den did my hand grenade test. WAH DAMN EXCITING. AHAHAHAHAHA. throwing a real life hand grenade is damn IMBA la!!! :D. the ground shakes and ball bearings all fly!!! LOL. (: damn fun la. nothing to say.

LIFE IS GREAT. (:. if i get into med, LIFE IS EVEN GREATER. :D!!

hoping for the best!!(:
L

Friday, February 27, 2009

The wind was on the withered hearth
but in the forest stirred no leaf;
there shadows lay by night and day,
and dark things silent crept beneath.

The wind came down from mountains cold,
and like a tide it roared and rolled;
the branches groaned, the forest moaned,
and leaves were laid upon the mould.

The wind went on from west to east;
all movement in the forest ceased,
but shrill and harsh across the marsh
its whistling voices were released.

The grasses hissed, their tassels bent,
the reeds were rattling-on it went
o'er shaken pool under heavens cool
where racing clouds were torn and rent.

It passed the lonely mountain bare
and swept above the dragon's lair:
there black boulders stark
and flying smoke was in the air.

It left the world and took its flight
over the wide seas of the night.
The moon set sail upon the gale
and stars were fanned to leaping light.

-The hobbit, J R R Tolkien

[` Lincoln]
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EHHEYS everyones! (:

Back to blog again. however this time again I'm setting foot on a different path of my life. I'm posted out from LTC!! LOL. blessing or not, i've definitely yet to see and experience. However, it would be great since I'm staying out for the next 2 weeks or so. I better make my time worthwhile by settling my medicine stuff by this weekend!! 30 more days back to TEKONG. omg. one year has passed man. lols. i just felt i'm just out of jc.

Just when I was getting used to being overworked (paradoxical) and had a tack in handling our wonderful dx6 n company's shortest man. if you get my drift. the wonderful morning run ended abruptly with me being posted back to s1 branch. lols. surprised man. however i already expected it given the trouble I have always given to my coy. I did my work, I treaded on thin lines but I never had gotten any punishment. thats the way Lincoln does things in school and also in army now:D.
i'm quite getting used to army nowadays though the days are long.

leaving ltc, it is a bittersweet feeling. I learnt a lot about the army from just this camp alone. the peers were awesome, some of my superiors are really nice and the rest are the worst lot i EVER met. i began to ponder about what they said about entering ns and wad i would see when i was still in sec sch or jc. "you will meet people from all walks of life" and "any type of people in the world, you will all see it in the army". indeed. i have met the nicest people, the ball carriers(HAHA), the brave heroes (but heroes always die first), the many two headed snakes (too many to mention), the loyal friends who would stick by you, the agitated, the brilliant yet bitchy, the dull but hardworking, the patient, the mad, the comics.. every type of person you can ever find.

I'm not proud that I have not been practicing the dharma very well in camp. It is seriously hard to practice it in the place of extremities especially in this frigging pressure cooker environment of mine. But every single day I feel i still have the intention and the effort (no matter how in vain) to try and steer myself back on track.

Leaving ltc, i will definitely miss my peers man. All those basketball sessions, gym sessions, night jogs, car washing days, car polishing days, vip details, duty days=.=, admin dispatch days, admin work days. man! i've come so far in my ns life!! but it's only mid way, i wonder wad awaits me ahead. (hopefully a disruption to go nus med) LOLL. ahaha. it will be bmt next, it's like a rebirth man. one year kinda anniversary!! :D Never will i forget my days in ltc no matter how sucky the superiors are. and i realised i was quite fortunate to be in ltc. lols. for the driving part and peers part. hopefully the next camp would be even better.

least i'm not alone. one thing i do regret is not knowing everyone even more. but everyone has to leave one day. every cloud would disperse one day. so yup! the senior batch would ord soon, and thus! it's better to part early than late. lols. i do wish all the people i know, the best! (: man one day we should have a major chalet and hang out guys. it was a long 10 months and I DID IT. (: i survived hell.
without any extras. WHOO HOO. AHAHA. (:

currently in camp clearing my last duty wid staff khai. awesome person, cliqued after a night drive(: and a near death experience wid him when travelling along CNB. AHAHAHA. i will never forget that adrenaline!!!!! (: the day i drifted on sembawang camp's multistorey carpark and all. woots. jashua, calvin n kiat beng!! meet up soon too man.

ending duty tml=.= sucks. oh wells! i will miss ltc but not the certain few superiors. (: new life ahead. prolly it is already planned out for my disruption. all or nothing now. may i be blessed with those benefactors to come my way!!!!!

L

Sunday, February 22, 2009

[` Lincoln]
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And now,
That it has begun
It cannot turn back
I will never meet you
I won't hesitate at all
When you call

I'll always remember
Part of you so tender
I will be the one to always catch you
Whenever you fall.

-Mariah Carey & Brain McKnight

[` Lincoln]
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Heys everyones! :D back to blog. especially tired this frigging week. been overworked like a piece of shit. So yups, today I had to sanity to type so I shall!! (: The week started off uneventful. But quickly progressed since wednesday! You'know though 350+ days seem short la. But ar. if every day was as eventful as last wk's, i think it is super tiring and detrimental to my brain!!!

Wednesday I did especially well as i went for my ippt. Best ippt i ever did in my life. Is it because of army!?!?!? i dont know, or im jus getting fitter thru age. oh wells. 12 pull ups, 234 sbj, 40 sit ups, 10 for shuttle run, 11.20 for 2.4km. way better than any ippt i ever did man. finished the 2.4km like crap though. coughed like a dog. drink water like few litres pls. :D but SILVER IT IS! 100 DOLLARS RICHER. WOOTS. aiming for a gold after my BMT though(:
30th march to 22th may. bmt recourse!! hope it will be smooth!!(: and pls let me get to nus med this yr!!!:(

den thurs was doing duty. but feeling great. however the day's happiness died when my stupid dx6 asked me to join his roving team till sat morn 3am. DUE TO the fact i was outside the office for just a short while. helping my friend and talking to him oni. sighs. immature as usual. and i called my csm to try reason out. as usual. used as a sacrifice and pawn. sighs. however, i dont give a shit anymore. let me ord or disrupt peacefully and i'll be happy enough.

fri as i predicted, i went home . not on saturday. he jus wanted me to wait, den say no nid go, den show he v welfare. den csm confirmed tt plan by commings to the whole singapore how gd ltc regulars are. sigh. bullshit. understand? ns is a wayang. ahahah.

oh well, sat was spent nicely. taught differentiation. loved tt topic. cause i owned evryone in it back in sec sch. ahahahah!! =X den i was reminded how wonderful it was like to go back to school to study again. i seriously miss studying. it is the homework la, being late for sch la, everythign that makes things so memorable. not forgetting the love hate relationships and friends who hang around that makes sch as fun as it is. sighs!! i miss nyjc loads pls.:(

went out wid vanessa, long time no see man tuition budddy. oh yes, i miss tuition too. ahahaha:D went for dinner, watched movies den walked her home b4 collapsing on my bed. sighs. :D jus so tired.

sunday is quiet and peaceful. sighs!! but going back to camp. anyway bon voyage to zachary. take care bro. hope you enjoy your civilian life!! (: u're freeeee!!!! will miss seeing you in camp though. :D cheers.

L

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Tuesdays with Morrie.

Everyday, Have a little bird on your shoulder that asks,"

Is today the day? Am I ready? Am I doing all I need to do? Am I being the person who I want to be?Is today the day I die?"

Only when one accepts that death is certain, then would one decide to live life differently.

[` Lincoln]
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Heys everyones! back to blog again. such an eventful week. i seriously do not know where to begin with! Prolly I shall start with a big regret about what I have typed on the previous blog entry. I think I was being too caught up wid my pent up emotions, but I have looked past those minor obscurations and believe it has brought me to higher realisations(: sadhu sadhu sadhu. If everyday I come closer to death,let everyday be a step closer towards perfecting my own mind.

I just finished my first VIP detail!! Whoots. it was not as exciting as I initially thought it would be, probably due to the fact that I was doing it mostly alone and without any prior knowledge of the roads in Singapore. Seriously, I get lost even in orchard rd, how LOUSY could one be on roads. especially when cars costs a bomb, especially in the saf. UR pocket and also UR life goes down the drain once u crash a car. expensive and u will get charged. na beh, where got worth it. stress level damn high.

My virgin vip detail was with the French. 2 COs of 2 warships just docked on the berths of Changi Naval Base. One thing I love about changi naval base is the wonderful scenery and it is sumthing worth stopping to enjoy when u're not in the army (cause you can't obstruct traffic with an MID plate) :D. I loved the mornings I had to drive from ltc to CNB. awesomely beautiful drive after exiting ECP(Changi).

My detail is a very high stressed one due to the simple fact, I HAD NO RECEE, contributing factor=> NO programme sheet, cause=> THEY DONNO WHERE THEY WANNA GO. LOLL. wth. ahahha. so unprepared, unfamiliar, and with 5 mins to prepare, i was thrown to the roads of singapore. that was the second day though. the first day i was on standby for 14 hours. WTH.

The first task they assigned to me, "morning! i need to findd.. ziss tailor.. south bridge road.. 230 south bridge road." LOL. KNN. we normally find big buildings like taka, plaza sing all that. HOW COME U ASK ME FIND A SHOP!?!?! AHAHAHAH. i couldn't help but to smile bigbig.

exiting rochor, supposed to go left to north bridge road, but missed it, went down victoria st, and HOR LAN LUH!!! AHAHAHAHA. lost like sum stupid pig. struggling with the map. na beh damn hard noe. and i was driving very slowly cause I wanted the vips to have a very comfortable ride. but it was defeated by the effort of trying to read a poorly informed map and driving in the middle lane. :D. but dropped them off @ south bridge road, erksine rd, and parked @ the carpark where i went for lunch, bought parking coupons though. :D

i didn't know the buddha tooth relic temple was behind. so i paid it a visit. circumbulating to the grand vajra throne and the thousands of devas and bodhisattvas, i felt such luck to stumble on the temple even without planning! ahahah. i prayed for a safe vip detail, well, it ended okay and well, so no complains(: and yes, the no 3 uniform looks like a security guard's and i got approached by many people asking for directions. ARGH. :D

after the tailor, they wanted to visit boat quay for lunch. planned the route and went according to plan. go small roads, i thought. so i ventured behind scarlett hotel and thru club st, and planning to go straight past a main road to another small rd, china st. AND GUESS WADDDDDDD. RENOVATION WORKS. TA MA DE. AHAHAHAHAHAHA. i was so pissed with myself. i hor lan-ded again. tried to turn, ONE WAY ROAD. AHAHAHAHAHAH. KNN. donno wad luck i got man. so hor lan until managed to reach. den i go walkwalk @ the central and all.

den after tt i horlanded all the way to plaza sing, sent one vip to orchard and flew back to cnb. the vip told me, "zis ship, reach by 5. evening going to embassy, have car to bring me. you can go home if you can." HAPPY ONI. I WANNA GO HOME. BUT. the fucking embassy cars never came. and wonderfully the two idiots, PICKED MY CAR AGAIN TO DRIVE THEM TO THE EMBASSY. heng got dennis neo to guide me. awesome chaffeur!!(: nice guy. he led the way and followed all the way till bukit timah rd. den i overtook him due to traffic restrictions and i thought, "DIE. IM IN FRONT NOW"

i remembered his briefing on just going straight, vaguely remembered about something called newton circle. so i turned into newton circle. HONG GAN LUH! AHAHAHAHA. wrong way. should go past newton circle. tmd. i hor lan one round in the round about den go back to bukit timah rd. heng(:. den managed to get into Cluny park rd!!! HAHAHA. (: yays. den thought the night was over. den dennis told me had to bring them to china club. WHERE IS A CLUB U CANNOT FIND A CLUB IN THE FUCKING STREET DIRECTORY. AHAHAHAHAH. owned. but he brought me for recee, i lost my street directory:( but i gained invaluable knowledge.(:

i successfully brought them to china club along anson rd. den they didn't keep their part of the deal. :( they asked me to wait for them. tmd. i was supposed to go back to my camp. so i waited. they promised an hour. i waited for more than an hour and a half @ the rd side. from got traffic till no traffic. from 9.30pm to 11.05pm. i sped my frigging way back to CNB. dropped them off. den flew back to ltc. I NEEDED MY SLP. i had to still top up my vehicle. sighs.

den next day. they told me beforehand, "tml china town and mandai zoo". when they got into my car, they laughed and smiled sheepishly, "we changed plans." HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH KNNB CCB PCB. LOLLLLLLLLL. i couldn't help it. i shook my head and LAUGH. :D but they were nice to plan my route for me. telling me where to take and all. hor lan a bit oni. but expat alr. got prior knowledge from the night b4. :D and the vips were very nice to me.

took them to sim lim (simple, straight rd oni after rochor) den to funan digilife (bua kerb:() den to takashimaya. den they said, "uncomfortable with you working on weekend. your job ends today. go home after this. HAPPY ONI. AHAHAHAHA. but go back camp very sian. i had to do the fucking RO. after my detail i was dead tired. dx6 still picked on me. tmd chao chee bye. but i was too tired to argue. went up bunk to take my stuff, den i flew back home via cab.

saturday was a lazy day. so tired. had breakkie with family den went imh for ward visits. discussion about proj M. den made a new clique of friends!! (: benedict, zixin, eugene, xinjia, aricia and me! :D i tink we should give clique name soons man. tmd. :D. damn ALIKE know! i never had such experience in my life. one group of like minded people, mixing a concoction of friendship based on trust, on beliefs, based on our similarities. I LOVE MY NEW CLIQUE(: it was a v day well spent as clique hung out @ vivo and enjoyed dinner, chatting, nat geo and all. wonderful. (: perfect wkend.

359 days left to ORD. :D

L

Sunday, February 01, 2009

[` Lincoln]

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Life certainly is like a shard of mirror

Whatever you looks you throw out

Reaps back the same reflection onto you

And my ns life is a frigging piece of booger STUCK ON TT MIRROR

ITS THERE EVEN IF IM NOT IN FRONT OF THE MIRROR!!!!!

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Heys everyones! back after such a long time of not blogging. Have been procrastinating loads on my blogging. anyway in just 7 more days. it's just 1 yr left in my stupid ns life. I am going to f off totally. i do see some of the ord personnels coming back to visit my superiors. it's the 88 batch. its okay if u come back once or twice. but it's overdoing it if u come back every single wk and por the superiors. i doubt i will ever be a CFC if i continue my service in LTC. just due to the main reason, i cannot suck up to superiors who don't deserve an ounce of it. I show my respect to everyone equally and only bother to keep up with ppl who deserve it.

i don't understand why people could talk with fondness about serving ns when they're inside it. YES. I KNOW we LEARN a lot from it. i dont deny i have learnt to be more tolerant, responsible and disciplined. BUT. there are more setbacks than benefits. i know every system in the world is flawed. but they are overdoing the flaws. Superiors don't deserve respect. they work for over 20+ yrs in the force and they firstly are not good in their work. (if not why is there such thing as Personal Assistant) =.=, they still are stuck in the past (when police were still wearing shorts). people rule everything by authority and a higher rank is the absolute fact u are right. ridiculous.

this is a major shooting session on my blog against the regulars.

firstly, please be clear, nsfs DO NOT -i repeat- DO NOT owe you people ANYTHING. Don't expect us to do EVERYTHING for you, subjected to unrelenting criticisms on how we do YOUR work. If it's YOUR work and YOU got a PROBLEM wid how WE do YOUR work. PLS. DO IT YOURSELF. (as you people are supposed to, tax payers pay u guys to do those work).

secondly, dont make it sound like we are doing things in ns cause we WANT to. I make it clear. WE DONT WANT TO DO ANYTHING. Thats the reason why we dont give a shit wad we're doing in ns and why we are called NSFS and not REGULARS. don't come give me the bullshit story of "how come you never do this properly, how come never do that properly. next time go out how to work!"

thirdly, i got insulted for having a genuine medical problem that allowed me to be excused uniform for a month. i got insulted for not knowing how to do sum excel documents, for that i must know it once i become a doctor. WTH. ARE YOU A DOCTOR? telling me about what i am supposed to know as a doctor. pls. backstabbed by superiors even though i gritted my teeth and clenched my fists to stop me from saying anything disrespectful. and my csm could tell us "anything be a man and settle it in front of me. i will take it. dont say anything behind my back" INDEED, SO U REGULARS, if you got a PROBLEM. say it in my FACE. i dare you. you will be launched in a verbal assault battle that might lead you to be tongue tied and resorting to using rank to "win" tt argument. i predict.

argh! IM SO FED UP WITH NS. now i wonder if combat side would be more tolerable. it's only physical torment. in service side. it's MENTAL torment. it's worst. i got called when im on leave to do stuff. wad ridiculous notion is that. asked to find things when im not in the office. im sure that very clever of that regular. im sure i can find everything in the office. and please stop comparing the present batch wid the past batches. we don't suck up, we don't treat u guys to food, to praises, to anything. we're REALITY, not your regular PL or CS. too bad. we're here to bring the market back DOWN.

ns is seriously affecting my mental state of equanimity. im seriously giving my all in trying not to be angry and pissed. but the regulars are like the frigging Mara. LOLLLL. im still not giving up. im giving my all in training my mind. hopefully this chaotic state of mind will subside. MDC TONIGHT. YES. AT LONG LAST. PLS.

Monday, December 29, 2008

[` Lincoln]

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Wanting to make things work out right this time.

Not waiting for things to just happen.

[` Lincoln]

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Hey everyones!! (: how have u guys been? been a long time since i blogged. but a very belated xmas to you!! ahahaha. and soon a be early happy new year. :D!! 2008 is coming to a closure but 2009 is coming to a beginning. ahahaha. and yes my mc has ended. =.= sian. and true to it my first day back @ camp, everything almost went wrong but i tink this time my attitude in handling it has improved drastically. i guess im not tt small boy i used to be anymore. willing to prove my point more aggressively and let things be done.

well my past wks and all have been productive and also time for me to catch up on my breath and also to gain weight=.= LOL. all positive except the gain weight part. oh well. soon getting back on my feet for my losing tt bulk i gained=.= prolly starting nxt mon onwards. during bunk time. yes!! roar!! bball!!! ahahaha(:

i also did an attachment with med onco with the legendary dr tan ming han.

ahahaha(:

he's a v nice person. a lill eccentric. however, which genius isn't. (:

yups, it opened my eyes to another door of medicine. cancer is not sumthing that is very far from our life. it presents as a very real threat and we should keep our health in check to avoid such things from happening. got chances to interact with the patients, all of whom are quite complying and answer our questions we presented(: also attended the tumour board discussions with the pathology, urology and onco dept. boring but interesting @ the same time.

went out with siying for a prata cum wahjong session! ahahaha. jankin joined us in the wahjong. went nic house for NBA. and one of the best is actually the digging the garden session @ IMH. worked my ass off pls. to dig the frigging garden. ahahaha. but it was worth the sweat pls. gd workout after a long while. and at last i got the feeling of digging the shellscrape. HAHAHAHA. after so long huh! (:

back in camp first day. duty. sian alr. ahahah. den do duty. kena like fuck. one major event tt happened was dinner time. i went to collect rations as per normal. den came back. the guard house called. say mus collect ration for them. i was like wtf? where got such thing. lols. den one guy on duty wid the DO, came down. den say where was his vegetarian food. WTF? no superior told me to collect any vegetarian shit. oh well.

so since i had to make a second trip for night snack 2, i went back n asked.

the uncle say no more vegetarian lehh. so i asked for cup noodles for tt vege guy. upon reaching camp i told him no vege food, so i passed him the cup noodles and 1 packet of ration for his DO.

and guess wad. 8 plus. he came down n wanted to tok to me. i was like huh? LOL den he was like, hey u took the noodles is prawn noodles leh. den i ate den i vomitted it out when i found out got prawns. the prawns v small only so i didn't see.

so initially me tot the cup noodles was non vege, i donno if cup noodles are vege or not, but since he said tt i was super duper sorry and apologized repeatedly tinking the cup noodles were non vege. i said the uncle from the canteen jus handed it to me n without tinking i let him eat it. den he asked me to see the DO cause the DO wanted to find out why i "sabo" this vege boy.

so into the first big shit. i went to see the DO. it is quite an untold truth but i shall tell it now that. no offence, but most warrant officers tend to be a little tad too long in the service that they assume they noe everything. they assume they can noe wadever their subordinates are going to say and loves to cut them off halfway during their explaination, further more, cutting them halfway would not allow the full story to be presented hence resulting in a lot of misunderstandings.

however ytd though cut off many times, i managed to put my point across v concisely and found out. that . vege boy. ate. the.fcuking.white.ration.box. WHAT THE HELL LA. AND HERE I WAS FEELING SO SORRY CAUSE I TOT THE CUP NOODLES SABOED HIM. LOLLLLLL. WHY DID U EAT THE WHITE RATION BOX WHENNNNNNNNNN I ALRRRRR SAYY NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO VEGE FOOD AND GAVE U CUP NOODLES INSTEAD? WHY! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. omg. hilarious. after explaination and clearing the misunderstanding. i suspected his superior, a MSG. didnt help him indent the vege meal. however this could oni be confirmed

during breakfast the nxt day.

the nxt day, a beautiful morning disrupted by an unholy call. i can wake up. please do not disturb my wonderful slp. i wake up earlier than any frigging person in camp who doesnt have detail and keep my head above the pillow and brush my teeth. so pls, my wonderful partner in duty today. dont wake me up unnecessarily. cause i lacked of slp. due to the fact i have to close the 9 books for you. which was your duty and u were using the internet the whole time. didn't bother to help me out in any of my task. but i had to help u with most of yours. might as well. jus give me. both badges. and u go home. =.= grant me an off and i will gladly do tt.

oh yes. i asked the uncle if there was anything vege for breakkie. and he said NO. NO ORDERS. yes wonderful. the sweet smell of victory. HAHAHA. den i requested for bread, VEGE butter and sugar for my dear vege boy. den brought it up to him. happily proclaimed his MSG didnt indent for him and went down happily after drawing my key. tt was b4 the unholy sight of a white honda shitvic opps i mean civic came. and yes the driver made things v hard for me today just because his fish tank, *whose pump is spoilt by him*, was dirty (not my duty scope), the hose was not reeled up properly (this is my fault, however, it was neatly out of place) and he said "i tink ur mc too long forget about ltc alr rite. might as well ask csm post u to a better place" OMG. HE DID SAY TT! i could go mtc anytime and lead a much better life.

den after making things hard for me. i went for leave. didnt bother to look @ him @ all. packed my things. bathed. and WENT HOME. dad brought me home. (: thanks dad. and here i am resting my ass @ last. den suddenly vege boy called again for my name.i bet he's going to complain and use my name as evidence or a shield. sigh. i hope my senses are as gd as now to keep my head. (:

Sunday, December 14, 2008

waiting for the OT

me and sis waiting @ AnE TTSH

hydrating!

not piles. but my sandals was placed nxt to me and all the blood got onto my jeans

removing the bandage

attempt to stop the bleeding

dramatic shot: blood in slippers and beside it

rebecca, jane and me during our stint.

practicing some xmas carols!

me and jane discussing the music

demoing to jane

rehearsing

rehearsing in the air con room:D

it's amazing lok heng didnt fly up wid tt many helium balloons

balloon filled ceilings!

volunteers day!

[` Lincoln]

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Indescribable feeling.

[` Lincoln]

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hey everyones. back to blog again. ytd was such an eventful DAY! omfg mannn! ahahah(: okay basically woke up early and dad sent me to IMH for my volunteer performance and also to attend their volunteers' day celebration. so after having breakfast wid my parents, i climbed up the stairs from IMH for the firsttime to their auditorium. it was well decorated wid balloons as depicted above. :D. such effort!!

den we watched sum performances and did a laughter therapy. v lame but yea la. enjoyed it. ahahaha. den did watch some other performance wid a classical trio. nice. but a bit boring la the piece they played. :D. they should've played something more technical and i would be like ENCORE!!! (:! ahahah. but they were great! so were the sing alongs. made some new friends here and there. really great. we went to then grab the balloons to bring to the children's ward. :D. den took some pictures here n dere. would be asking for them soon to upload.

den my toe started to bleed. my slipper was drenched in blood. so i was brought to IMH's a n e first. den they did my dresing for me. den i went down to the children's ward to practice. den helped out a bit here n dere. rehearsed. den volunteered to be the human tic tac toe's game ic. wah. damn fun pls. :D! ahahah. had fun wid jane, rebecca, eugene, shuhan, leer, lokheng, apple, shan and many others. wah biang rocks pls! b4 my performance, my toe was bleeding again. s had a change of my dressing b4 going for my performance.

well performance went great! ahha(: den hosted the game wid rebecca n jane. it was really nice to see everyone bonding without any distance or stigma. lols. after the whole thing ended. my slipper felt wet again. i was like. fuck no. all blood again. tmd. den went to the room. as depicted above. :D. den the blood cannot be stopped. so the nurses panicked. tied a pressure bandage. under supervision of dr Ong. (: thank you. den my sis and jane rushed me to ttsh. AnE.

a big thank you to everyone who cared and bothered smsing me! ahahah.(: and especially big one to the nurses @ IMH, dr ong, achievers, jane, rebecca(my own dr sister), shu han, eugene, leer and others ahahaha.(: u guys rock! yes lucky for me, one of the MDC seniors was @ ttsh ane. so i requested for him luh! though the wait was damn long, and first time in my life i was on a wheelchair. but it was worth the wait. i was allowed to watch the whole operation procedure. how stitches were done and all. wah simply breathtaking and exhilarating, :D!!

my toe was patched up wid 3 other stitches. fug. :(. but i was in a v gd mood. :D. the whole day went perfect! though ending in a piece of shit way. :D! anyways my csm demands me to go back to endorse my mc tml. dangs. :(. but hope it would be a short wait for the MO. sigh. if not it would be such a stupid waste of my day!!! hopefully by tml i would've gotten much beter for tuesday. argh. mdc tml(:

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